KEEPING MY SANITY

KEEPING MY SANITY

SOMEDAY’S ARE MORE DIFFICULT THAN OTHERS, I JUST DON’T UNDERSTAND HOW THIS MANS BRAIN WORKS. I WENT TO COLLEGE I HAVE A BSN IN HEALTH SCIENCE, I STUDIED THE HUMAN BRIAN AND IT’S FUNCTION’S. I KNOW THERE IS NO TRUE DEFINITION OF NORMAL, WHEN IT COMES TO THE WAY PEOPLE LIVE THERE LIFE.

I HAVE NEVER EXPERIENCED THESE SITUATIONS, I JUST DON’T UNDERSTAND I AM TOTALLY PERPLEXED AS TO WHY HE NEEDS TO TEXT ME 14 TIMES AND CALL 5 TIMES IN 1 HOUR. WOW, I CAN’T EVEN ENJOY TIME ALONE WHEN HE DOES LEAVE THE HOUSE. ITS COMPLETELY UNBELIEVABLE, HE KNOWS I’M STUCK HOME HE HAS THE ONLY SET OF KEYS. I DOWNLOADED AN APP ON THE LAPTOP SO I HAVE A PHONE FOR EMERGENCY AND HE CONTINUOUSLY FEELS THE NEED TO CALL AND TEXT.

I HAVE HEARD HIM COMPLAIN ABOUT PEOPLE CALLING AND TEXTING HIM A COUPLE TIMES. WHY IS IT OKAY FOR HIM TO DO IT TO ME OR ANYONE ELSE. WHY DOES HE THINK HIS ACTIONS DON’T COUNT? HE CAN DO AND SAY WHATEVER HE WANTS BUT HE WILL NOT ALLOW THE SAME ACTION OR COMMENT TO BE DONE TO HIM. DOES HE THINK HE IS BETTER THAN EVERYONE, OR DOES HE THINK HE IS INVISIBLE.

I CAME FROM A BROKEN HOME AS WELL, BUT I KNOW WHATS RIGHT AND WHATS WRONG. I KNOW WHAT RESPECT IS, I UNDERSTAND PHYSICAL HYGIENE AND CLEANLINESS IN THE HOME. TO ME ALL THAT IS BASIC KNOWLEDGE. I KNOW FOR SOME THAT WAS NOT TAUGHT, BUT BY THE AGE OF 47 I’M SURE YOU HAVE AN IDEA OF HOW YOU LIKE TO BE TREATED, HOW YOU LIKE TO LIVE. YOU HAVE HAD TO SIT DOWN AT SOME POINT AND SAY TO YOURSELF “IF I PUT DIRTY CLOTHES IN A HAMPER IT’S EASIER FOR ME TO TELL WHATS CLEAN”. JUST CAUSE CLOTHES DON’T PHYSICALLY LOOK DIRTY DOESN’T MEAN THEY ARE CLEAN. I DON’T KNOW…

SOMETIMES I’M CURIOUS AS TO WHAT IS WAS LIKE TO LIVE IN HIS HOUSE GROWING UP

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